Crossroads

I believe that in a life of a person, one will come to a very defining moment right in front of a person's reality that he or she has to choose eventually. Somehow a critical choice has to be made to save his very last hope to move on with what one has to do with one's principles . Why am I now saying this? Why is my mind so troubled by these worries that I need myself to guard from the uncertainties that these brings? Have I gone so frustrated knowing even with all the efforts to make things work & make things better for a certain plant to grow, like a plant in the wilderness would grow, but would not happen because around this goal people doesn't seem to care and instead make it harder and worst make your efforts seem worthless?

Patience and determination are fine attributes in a person but somehow imperfection and imbalance pesters around . You go around those stumbling blocks or confront them head on. But there are times that what you want things to happen doesn't seem to be working at all. After that, frustrations seem to follow that line. And in these frustrations, consciously or not, you have to find ways to leave space in your heart unscathed. Find that strength to move on with your indigenous bagpack containing your principles and hopes in there, to go find another plant that is worth the time to water the roots. After all, it would be another specific plant from many plants around that seeks to grow. But if that time comes you find yourself in that crossroads and you seem to wonder what path to choose maybe you should not wonder at all. Instead you should not consider where the path may lead you but go instead where there is no path and go leave a trail. I know things do change, rapidly or slowly. But is that time now? I just wonder. #

11/21/09.